As I walk across the hallway
I wonder where I belong
In search for a home in you, a life
Which I have lost somewhere down the line
As I come out of the hallway
With mind full of misery, sadness and regrets
What was her fault?
She promised me life which I did not behold
I find myself wandering in darkness
Searching for a hope to find my lost again
The path is invisible
At a distance I still see a shimmering light
Is that what I was looking for?
How can I not recognize this ray
which once made me who I am today
the more I get closer, the warmer it gets
Yes I can feel it. The feel of eternal love and joy
Can I touch it again with both my arms embracing without fear?
Or shall I feel it from a distance
with the hope of seeing it every day
not hurting any further.